Robolove

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Robolove
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I can hear a baby squirrel outside. Beeping sadly. I know it's in my neighbors back yard but I can't go get it because they have a scary dog that hates me. I don't do well with natural selection. I don't know what I would do with it if I got it. I can't drive anywhere right now and I have no way of keeping it warm all night. I hate that there is nothing I can do. I want to save it soooo bad but I just can't. I hate that helpless feeling and honestly it's not really fair for me to feel helpless when really it's this damn baby squirrel that is suffering. I hate stupid natural selection and the laws of nature. They can go fuck themselves.
I'm sending out a prayer for little baby squirrel because that's as much good as I can do right now. I can barely see to type this, I am exhausted and ready for bed but now I am going to have horribly sad dreams about the way things really work. I want to live in a dream world where only good things ever happen. I would like to have as many holds on happiness as possible but now I just want to cry for a poor helpless animal. That is not happiness.

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